choice

choices..
life is full of choices.

we have the right to become one of this human type,
as a good one or a bad one

being a good one is a better choice, but sometimes it can be worse.
there is no final say to which option is actually the best..

we can't choose what kind of family we live with
if i can, i want to live in a care and loveable family

once again its a choice
I love my family, who doesn’t?anyone?
But I can’t deny either that there are things I do not like or
coincide within my family.

sometimes i feel lonely, and really need someone to hear me,
but all i can do just end up crying all night long in my bed.

this family have created me, to become such a quite and lonely girl..
I just wonder why my family has to select the option of life which
I perceive as a wrong choice..

i believe, they are love each other, but i want a real love and care, thats all..

d' essence of ur day

i feel my days seem so fast, all the things that i've done seem less meaningful
i want to be like him, i want to be like her or i want to be like you..
maybe you can make ur day more effective than me..all i can do just have fun, hang out, or something like that..*sigh

in my deepest mind , i want to be an effective girl too,
but i want to remind you something,
maybe you can get all the thing that u want to get, maybe u can do all the thing that u want to do
but one thing that u should know

sometimes the miles not as important as the essence of your day in your work

u should to enjoy your day, extract and evaluate it
don't be like machine, u must feel it not always see the number..

life is always goes on, u can't go back.. remember that guys..

monotonous but interesting

resting my body 3 days ago, makes my mind work mooooore slowly
but i'm blessed, maybe its time to accumulate my spirit and power to make a 'thing'
that 'thing' is my responsible in this last semester, u know exactly how we called it.hehe

life's been pretty busy and running on a full speed.
i've been running too and chasing with time, with lil bit fear..

whether i don't know the result will be ended good or bad,
i know our efforts are meant something

i try to enjoy every second of my day with all my duty, as life feels so simple that way.

Monotonous, but an enjoyable one.

believe that someday we'll miss this bustle.. :)

D'shadow

Aku akan tetap menunggu kamu di jalan ini
Hingga kamu tiba diujung jalan dan melambaikan tangan kearahku

Aku tak peduli panas ini membakar kulitku
Asal jangan sampai membakar ingatanku terhadapmu

Kamu... apakah kamu tahu sekarang aku menunggumu ??

Kamu gelap sekali,aku sulit melihatmu
Bahkan tanganku tak dapat meraihmu

Oh damn,ternyata kamu hanya bayanganku. .

hey,,look at me..

im in a new look..
much simple n elegant..
with a little colour, but it doesn't mean my life is not as colourfull as this blog..

Tugas PKB ke-3

Nama : Nindya NP
Kelas : 4 IA 01
NPM : 50406524


jalur(track) : perkelahian 2 siswa SMP,laki-laki dan perempuan
Role(peran): Yogi(siswa laki-laki, Hera(siswa perempuan), teman Yogi, Pak Singgih(guru)
Property : permet karet,tas,foto
Kondisi input : kedua siswa bertemu ditengah lapangan sekolah

Adegan-1 : Hera memulai perkelahian
- Hera melemparkan bungkus permen yang dipungutnya dari jalan ke wajah Yogi
- Yogi membalas dengan melempar permen karet yang dikunyahnya mengenai tas baru Hera
- Hera marahberat karena tas itu merupakan pemnberian kakaknya dari paris
- Yogi membalas dengan ejekan ketidakpercayaannya bahwa tas Hera memang tas mahal

Adegan-2 : Perkelahian semakin sengit dan disaksikan teman 1 sekolah
- Hera semakin marah dengan perkataan Yogi,dan ia memukulnya
- Yogi meringis kemudian balas menarik rambut Hera
- Teman Yogi memberi semangat agar tidak kalah melawan wanita
- Akhinya Yogi tidak sengaja melayangkan tangannya ke pipi Hera
- Hera pun menangis

Adegan-3 : Pak Singgih datang melerai
- Saat tangan Yogi hendak menampar pipi Hera,pak Singgih berteriak melerai
- Pak Singgih menasehati kedua anak itu
- Yogi menggeliat malas mendengar ocehan Pak Singgih
- Hera sibuk membersihkan pipi bekas tamparan Yogi dengan tisue
- Pak Singgih melotot,amarahnya makin berlipat

Adegan-4 : Keduanya dihukum
- Pak Singgih menyeret kedua anak ke kantor
- Pak Singgih menyuruh Hera dan Yogi bersalaman
- Namun keduanya tidak ada yang mengalah
- Yogi dan Hera kembali perang argument,saling melempar kesalahan
- Pak Singgih menghukum mereka berjemur dilapangan seharian

Adegan-5 : Nostalgia
- Hera teringat masa kecilnya dulu bersama yogi
- Hera menyeluarkan foto bersama mereka
- Yogi melihat foto itu dan tertegun
- Hera bercerita mengapa ia masih menyimpan foto itu
- Keduanya saling melempar senyum dan berpelukan

Hasil :
- Hera dan yogi menjalani hukuman namun mereka kembali berteman
- Kebencian dan amarah berubah menjadi kasih sayang.